I think the things I need most right now are: 1) a xanga…

Holycrusader913
The sun will shine on winter snow
And shadows fade in Excelsis Deo

This is your life.
Are you who you want to be?

But he said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you,
for my power is made perfect in weakness."
Therefore I will boast all the more gladly of my weaknesses,
so that the power of Christ may rest upon me.
For the sake of Christ, then,
I am content with weaknesses, insults, hardships, persecutions, and calamities.
For when I am weak, then I am strong.
-2Corinthians 12:9-10

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"Christianity, if false, is of no importance,
and if true, of infinite importance.
The only thing it cannot be is moderately important."
--------C.S. Lewis

Why act like it's moderately important when it is so much more.

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Posted by: holycrusader913 Original: 9/12/2006 11:55 PM Views: 20 Comments: 3 eProps: 4 Read Comments Post a Comment Back to Your Xanga Site

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Tuesday, September 12, 2006

Currently Reading
Blue Like Jazz: Nonreligious Thoughts on Christian Spirituality
By Donald Miller
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I think the things I need most right now are:

1) a xanga entry to get out my thoughts
2) time in prayer and in the word
3) to finish at least half my calc homework, as I have not done any calc homework at all yet this year, and I have alot to do for the collection friday O.O

So, a couple things going through my head.

First of all, I think something I need/want really badly right now is someone to understand me, and someone who will let me understand them. I deeply thrive on relationships with people, it's what keeps me goin. I've had quite a tough time the past 6 or 7 months with my move, leaving my best friends, and having to make new ones. No one here acknowleges that in the least. I just feel like I want someone who I can share that with. AND, i'm not really being "needy" or anything here, as I want to do the same for them. I know people hurt, all the time. I sincerely want someone to share their deepest hurts with me, so I can understand that. It's not even necesarily a helping thing, where I want someone to help me, or I want to help someone- I just want the relationship where you share deep hurts and emotions with someone. That's what I really want in a girl, but it doesn't even have to be romantic, just a sincere, caring relationship. I've been looking for that for quite awhile now and haven't found it yet. Maybe I should be more patient? I definatley don't think very many of that type of relationship exist.

maybe I should put an ad in the paper?

lol, just kidding. I would never do that.

goodnight.

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yes he surely does! he articulates my life so well...

im just tired of waiting for when life gets... good? exciting?

i dunno, maybe its sophmore slump or whatever but it sure sucks.

im so glad someone knew that song... no one else seems to! and its like my theme song!

Posted 9/13/2006 7:13 PM by iciebabe38 - reply

i love blue like jazz. (just a side note

)thank you for your comment. it was really encouraging, and i know i shouldn't be complaining so much but it's hard not to when ALL of your friends left for college. i know you understand that moving away from them all. and yes, i did acknowledge the fact that it was/is hard to make new friends after moving. it just seemed like you'd been keeping busy with people. but hey...you need friends, i need friends, what do you say? haha jk it would be cool to hang out sometime tho and talk about some of the stuff we always comment back and forth lol.