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Are you who you want to be?


But he said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you,
for my power is made perfect in weakness."
Therefore I will boast all the more gladly of my weaknesses,
so that the power of Christ may rest upon me.
For the sake of Christ, then,
I am content with weaknesses, insults, hardships, persecutions, and calamities.
For when I am weak, then I am strong.
-2Corinthians 12:9-10

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"Christianity, if false, is of no importance,
and if true, of infinite importance.
The only thing it cannot be is moderately important."
--------C.S. Lewis

Why act like it's moderately important when it is so much more.
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Thursday, February 08, 2007

Currently Listening
Illuminate
By David Crowder Band
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ohh... how i miss xanga.

The endless hours of homework procrastinating....

...like right now....


But i'm mostly doing this for Alex... lol.



So i'm supposed to be doing an essay on "Hiroshima" but i haven't read it, and have no clue what to write about. It'll be fun.


Sooo... I thought i'd share some of what's been going through my mind.


What does it mean to love people?

What does it mean to put others before yourself?

WHY should we put others before ourselves, and WHEN should we?

John 13:34-35 "A new commandment I give to you, that you love one another, just as I have loved you, you also are to love one another. By this all people will know that you are my disciples, if you have love for one another.

Key word there: commandment. Notice God doesn't say "All people will know you are my disciples because you're such a good person", or "because you go to church every day", or "because you do this and that", but "if you have love for one another". It's God's primary concern.

Here's where it gets good:

Luke 6:27-28 "But I say to you who hear, Love your enemies, do good to those who hate you, bless those who curse you, pray for those who abuse you."

God doesn't just want us to love those who are easy to love. He doesn't want us to please ourselves by withholding love from those whom we don't feel deserve it.

So... we figured out God wants us to love others, but how do we do that?

Philippians 2:3-4 "Do nothing from rivalry or conceit, but in humility count others more significant than yourselves. Let each of you look not only to his own interests, but also to the interests of others."

Okay, so practical advice #1- be humble. Humility means looking to other's interests.

Ephesians chapters 4 and 5 give some great advice for loving others.

- "put off your old self" - change your habits!
- "speak the truth" - pretty obvious i think
- "do not let the sun go down on your anger" - this is important and commonly       over-looked. Basically, don't hold a grudge. If you feel you have a right to be angry, then you should at least take the time to fix the situation, otherwise your anger is unwarranted.
- "Let no corrupting talk come out of your mouths, but only such as is good for building up, as fits the occasion, that it may give grace to those who hear." - plain and simply: build others up. There is honestly no place for words that tear others down.
- "Let all bitterness and wrath and anger and clamor and slandor be put away from you, along with all malice. Be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, as God in Christ forgave you." - speaks for itself.
- "be imitators of God, as beloved children. And walk in love, as Christ loved us and gave himself up for us,"

Philippians 2:24- "Do all things without grumbling or questioning, that you may be blameless and innocent, children of God without blemish in the midst of a crooked and twisted generation, among whom you shine as lights in the world"


So, there's some pretty good practical advice for living a life of Love that honors God.

One final thought:

Luke 9:23 "And he said to all, 'If anyone would come after me, let him deny himself and take up his cross daily and follow me. For whoever would save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for my sake will save it."

Loving others isn't something we do to make ourselves feel good, or make ourselves look like a better person. It is self-sacrifice. Humility in the truest sense of the world. We should love our enemies DAILY, not just when we feel like it. It is not a simple act, it is a completely different mindset, a different attitude towards life. Paul said it best- "put off your old self, which belongs to your former manner of life and is corrupt through deceitful desires, and be renewed in the spirit of your minds, and put on the new self, created after the likeness of God in true righteousness and holiness." (Eph 4:22-24)

That's what it's all about.





Tuesday, September 26, 2006

Currently Listening
Final Straw
By Snow Patrol
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soo... i'm totally behind on my  ap psych work, obligated to do some website work that i'm having trouble with, somewhat stressed over college decisions, tied up at work, and on top of it all, i'm going to have to start singing in the praise band at FBCE that i'm leading, 'cause there are no strong leader-vocalists. We'll see how that goes- i'm not all that great of a singer, but i  like to think i'm alright, and at least i can be confident, and know where we are in the music.

And the best part is, i'm loving this whole stressed out thing. Really. Call me sick and twisted, but I get some sense of satisfaction and fulfillment when i'm busy and stressed. I don't get it really. I feel bad about myself though when i sit around doing nothing.

Visited Hannibal-LaGrange today. I was very, very impressed. They are really small, only 450 resident students, and about 350 commuter students. The religion department only has 4 professors, but they're all amazing, and are very prestigious- they could get a job at any seminary they wanted, making tons of money, but they genuinely feel called to HLG because they feel their teaching is more than a job, it's a ministry. These guys are crazy awesome though, two of them have worked on multiple translations of the bible, like the Holman Christian and the New Living Standard. They've written lots of commentaries and scholarly stuff as well- they're like experts in greek and hebrew, so that's awesome. I really like the small feel, and the campus is beautiful. I was really hoping to find a college like this- small, with a small religion department, but with awesome professors that I really like. The average class size is like 6-10 so that's amazing.

Now I can't decide between HLG and Moody. lol. Now my efforts are turning towards prayer and seeking God's will than searching out more schools.


Friday, September 22, 2006

Currently Listening
De-Loused in the Comatorium
By The Mars Volta
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hmmmmmm.... so.

life is pretty sweet- and I mean that wholeheartedly, not superficially.

Marching band tomorrow- 'twill be a blast.

I hit "new entry" thinking I had something to say, but I was wrong.

sorry.


Tuesday, September 12, 2006

Currently Reading
Blue Like Jazz: Nonreligious Thoughts on Christian Spirituality
By Donald Miller
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I think the things I need most right now are:

1) a xanga entry to get out my thoughts
2) time in prayer and in the word
3) to finish at least half my calc homework, as I have not done any calc homework at all yet this year, and I have alot to do for the collection friday O.O

So, a couple things going through my head.

First of all, I think something I need/want really badly right now is someone to understand me, and someone who will let me understand them. I deeply thrive on relationships with people, it's what keeps me goin. I've had quite a tough time the past 6 or 7 months with my move, leaving my best friends, and having to make new ones. No one here acknowleges that in the least. I just feel like I want someone who I can share that with. AND, i'm not really being "needy" or anything here, as I want to do the same for them. I know people hurt, all the time. I sincerely want someone to share their deepest hurts with me, so I can understand that. It's not even necesarily a helping thing, where I want someone to help me, or I want to help someone- I just want the relationship where you share deep hurts and emotions with someone. That's what I really want in a girl, but it doesn't even have to be romantic, just a sincere, caring relationship. I've been looking for that for quite awhile now and haven't found it yet. Maybe I should be more patient? I definatley don't think very many of that type of relationship exist.

maybe I should put an ad in the paper?

lol, just kidding. I would never do that.

goodnight.


Sunday, August 13, 2006

Well, i'm not a  protestant pastor, but i  suppose you could say  I aspire to be one, and I found this interesting- so here goes.



Questions for Protestant Pastors

 

By what title would your Church identify itself, denominationally?

 

- Southern Baptist


Describe the authority structure of your church.


- Well, if you want to get specific:


Most church business is carred out by a "church council" composed of laymembers and all the staff. The church council creates committees of laymen (and a LOT of committees) to carry out specific church functions, such as financial, building maintenance, church constitution, personel, etc. These committees are sometimes "supervised" by an ordained pastor, or not, depending on the nature of the committee. These committees bring their proposals before the church during (usually) quarterly business meetings, during which all major church matters are decided and voted upon. Anything from budget to constitution/by-laws to major monetary donations. Also the deacon body (laymen, but ordained as deacons through a selective, biblical proccess) takes a leadership role when it comes to service. But pretty much the congregation holds the authority. All the baptist churches are completely autonomous, there is no govermnental "higher power" beyond the local church. There is a convention, and associations of which churches can be members, but these have no control over churches. They simply help churches work together better, largely with missions.


And obviously, everything is deeply rooted in prayer, so that God's will is followed in every decision, large or small.


As far as beliefs go, God's Word and Christ himself hold all the authority- no pastor is considered infallible or anything like that.

 

What is your definition of Predestination as you understand it?


- My personal definition of predestination is that God,  being omnicient, knows who is and who isn't going to heaven, definately.  Beyond that, I can honestly say I am still in prayer and searching. I do believe that god creates people who he knows will follow him, and some he knows will not. I do not want to say anything more as I am still seeking God's wisdom on that topic. I certainly, however, do NOT believe in calvinistic predestination where there is no free-will. The elimination of free-will makes us robots, and is completely unbaised and rediculous.



-If you wanted a non-personal definition, I was taught the T.U.L.I.P. accrostic by a friend.



Total Depravity (also known as Total Inability and Original Sin) - we are inherently sinful, and we cannot bring salvation for ourselves, without God.
Unconditional Election - God does not "pick" because of anything personal, or individual merit, he simply picks. (lol how does this make sense?)
Limited Atonement (also known as Particular Atonement) - Jesus's sacrifice can't save everyone, only the elect.
Irresistible Grace - the elect are simply the elect- they can't "resist".
Perseverance of the Saints (also known as Once Saved Always Saved) -self-explanatory.



Do you believe it? Does your church teach it?

 

The T.U.L.I.P. (calvinism) no, and no. I do not believe it, and my church certainly does not teach it.


My personal definition, yes I believe it, but am still searching. My church has no official stance on the issue (which i am aware of), but generally it is not taught.


What is your definition of Free Will?


- All humans have the capacity to choose their actions. We have the ability to choose right from wrong, and to choose to follow God, or not. God gave us this choice.

 

Do we have free will?


- Certainly.

 

If we have free will, how does this coincide with predestination?


- It does, somehow. Again, i'm still seeking God's wisdom on this subject. There is no real "predestination" in the truest sense of the word, so i suppose it doesn't matter?

 

How does your position on predestination effect missionary activity?


- It (my personal definition) gives me hope really, because it tells me that there are people who God has prepared to hear the gospel. Sure God doesn't say "hey you're gonna believe in me", but he certainly prepares people to hear his truth.

 

What are the sociological effects of these doctrines, do you think people behave differently, depending on where their church lies on the spectrum between predestination and free will?


- Umm, yes and no. Obviously, on the extreme sides, it is probably a major factor in how they do things. However, believing neither extreme is correct, I don't think they contain the motivation to really change things much. I think the middle of the spectrum is where the truth is, and it's where God's spirit is at. When people find the truth, and the holy spirit is with them, then the truth affects their lives. I think in this issue, the truth affects people's behavior more than the lies (extreme sides) do.

 

Do you think that there are any differences with how Calvinism is taught and/or practiced today that differs from the original teachings of Calvin? Why has it changed?


- Oh, I'm not a Calvin expert, but I would say yes. I think it has changed because of the legalism of people, aka satan's influence. People take what Calvin said and they magnify immensely out of porportion, and make it a central focus of what they do. It is similar to the "Luther" movie, when after Martin Luther was excommunicated and went into hiding, some rogue followers of his started a huge, violent, bloody rebellion against the Catholic Church, which was not at all what Luther wanted.

 

Are there any catechisms or confessional statements in your church, which codify the position of the church on these issues?


- yes, we do have a doctrine, as most baptist churches and institutions do.

http://www.fbcellisville.org/info_WhatWeBelieve2.htm  (not the entire doctrine I don't think)

 

How is one justified?


- Through faith in Christ, and faith in Christ alone.


Rom 3:24  and are justified by his grace as a gift, through the redemption that is in Christ Jesus,


Rom 3:28  For we hold that one is justified by faith apart from works of the law.



 

How is one saved?


- By believing in the one true God, believing and understanding that God sent his son Jesus, who is also fully God, to earth to die for our sins. Putting their faith in the fact that Jesus died for our sins, and then rose again on the third day, victorious over death. Repenting of their sin, and commiting their life to Christ and to righteousness.


God determines salvation based on the sencerity of the person. The criminal on the cross next to Jesus was truely sencere, and put his faith in Jesus, so thus he was saved. That is the simplest explanation of our beliefs.

 

What is sanctification, does it have a role in our Salvation?


- Sanctification is a result of salvation. If someone is "saved" but there is no sanctification, then they are not truely saved. Salvation grants us the capacity to become sanctified- or pure, and righteous. Someone that is not saved cannot be sanctified.

 

Can a person know with absolute certainty, that he/she is saved?


- Yes, when they know with absolute certainty that Jesus is the Christ who has saved him/her through his sacrifice, then they know with absolute certainty that he/she is saved.


 

Is Once Saved Always Saved true?

 

- Yes-


Eph 2:8  For by grace you have been saved through faith. And this is not your own doing; it is the gift of God,


Eph 1:13  In him you also, when you heard the word of truth, the gospel of your salvation, and believed in him, were sealed with the promised Holy Spirit,



Since salvation is not attained by our own acts, then our own acts cannot repulse salvation. God does not take back his gifts, nor does he remove his seals.


Can a person lose his Salvation?


- No.

 

Does Hell exist? Who goes there?


- Yes. All who deny Christ, and do not put their faith in Him.

 

Does God create some FOR Hell? Predestinarianism (destined for Hell)

 

- Again, to be honest, i'm still searching about that one. I want to say no, but Romans 9 and 10 points to yes- I cannot deny that. I think, however, that Romans 9 and 10 is pointing out that God did create ("edured") people knowing they would go to hell, which I do believe.


How do you react to the quote: “The only difference between the person who goes to heaven and the one who goes to hell, is the horse God puts him on to ride in on”.


- Totally unbaised and wrong. The difference is their decision. However, some of it may have to do with God's influence. Certainly not "which horse god puts him on".

 

Is the grace which saves us, imputed to us or infused in us? In other words are we declared righteous by God, or are made righteous?


- Yes, God "infused" the Holy Spirit into us, so that we may be righteous.


Eph 1:13  In him you also, when you heard the word of truth, the gospel of your salvation, and believed in him, were sealed with the promised Holy Spirit,


Mar 13:11  And when they bring you to trial and deliver you over, do not be anxious beforehand what you are to say, but say whatever is given you in that hour, for it is not you who speak, but the Holy Spirit.


Luk 12:12  for the Holy Spirit will teach you in that very hour what you ought to say."


Joh 20:22  And when he had said this, he breathed on them and said to them, "Receive the Holy Spirit.


(the list could go on, but I will stop)




Hopefully that gives you some insights.


In Christ's Love,

-Kraig



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